PRETENDERS ARE NOT CONTENDERS

Where im @ right now im feelin exactly how Niggas feel before they go into surgery. Im excited cuz when its all said and done imma be 100% again but its the process that scares me. Its like like microscopic knee surgery to a 4 time All-Star. I have to keep telling myself its for my own good. When you trapped in the Desert you gotta eat snakes.......Right ... But to make a short story shorter i need to remove a lot of smoke and water outta my everyday process so shit can just stop clickin and become